Sunday, April 17, 2005

ahhhhh!
aft 26 days of not blogging cuz of my really fcked up computer, i'm finally blogging!! i'm just too overjoyed! my account was accumulating my fraustration. ok, it's only less than a month but lotsa things happened in my life.. one most obvious thing is that i miss
CLEMENT, JEREMY & TING!!!

i'm currently in 34/05, still missing the number 35.. and the tchers especially Li Lao Shi! Mr Nabil was my form teacher but he went off to Canada to recupurate.. how can u leave us here Captain Planet? yeah, made him a huge get well card with a captain planet pic in front!! we all miss him lah.. and he showed us photographs of his family! his daughter is so cute n she's a blonde! currentl, Germ, Mabel, Mel, Shuqi and I are one clique called SDs (Stylicious Divas) haha (: truely, i still miss my dearest YITING! i reallie miss GYJM and all the funny memories we had! we formed an alliance called DP but i can't disclose wad it means... maybe Divacious People but that's just a cover-up. though i'm no longer in Puma (ahhh! why!!!) i'm enjoying every moment of being in Panther! i love cheerleading for a lot of reasons but i guess it was short-termed. but that sacrifice i had to make cuz i love hockey above anything (: i don't wanna let the team or coach or anyone down, and i dun want anyone to doubt my commitment towards hockey. i'll really miss the cheerleading days with SDs, Georgia, Vanessa, Denise, Jeanette and Jieyi. howeva it's not the end, hopefully Panther will win! we all spent time n effort on it.. practising at home, during free periods, toilets... i will nv want such dedication to fade away even if it's only for 4 minutes. we have a new addition tho! Ariffin! he totally rock lah! i'm just regretful that just 2 wks b4 the actual day, everything for me went down the drain. sad, disappointed, frustrated... many other feelings tied up in a knot stuffed down my throat, blurring my vision, stabbed my heart. but i know i'm stronger now, hopefully i'd be able to show him i ultimately place my heart and soul in hockey and i'll be there to support the team physically, mentally and emotionally. wadeva it takes i'll live up the reason why i could come into AJ in the first place. i guess life's just like that. i kept thinking, "i should have been there early", "i shouldn't have went to school at all" and other horrible stuff i'd rather not say. in the end, i pray that God will give me the courage and strength to strive on and forgive n forget.

BERN, ALLY, CLARISSA ---
I MISS YOU BABES!!
i miss st. nicks also.. the food! ahh! the food here is just :P *pukes* and the canteen with it's low ceiling traps all the oil and smoke! help! and i'm so stressed! so much hw n projects n bloody PW! i dun like my chi tcher! why?? i miss Li Lao Shi! our 1st lesson was abt... mi feng (bees)! n the 2nd lesson, we had to write a compo!! now, my face is super red! aft the 4hr training on sat! i turned into a water buffalo that day! so dehydrated! i could like gulp dwn my humongous pink bottle in a few seconds! ok i tnk that's all... till next time (:


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